Forgive & Forget

People say it's a different side to every story

but just how many sides can there be when in

the end only one person is getting hurt,heart gettin

tattered and mind's getting splattered

Turning myself into a hopeless being almost to

the point of nonexsistance because i don't want 

to face the harsh reality the world has placed

upon my shoulder's

How much weight and pain can i carry without

falling over? How many lies do i have to listen to

before you realize i'm only human and i don't have

the supernatural power's you imply that i have?

I forgive you for being imperfect because that's the

way we were made. I forgive you for being ignorant

and not caring. I forgive you for being heartless & stupid

basically i just forgive you.

I forget your human sometimes. I forget that your 

imperfect and i expect to much from you. I forget your

heart has been broken as many times as mine has.

i forget that even though i need care you need the same.

You don't respect me, You don't understand me 

and even when you try because im imperfect i tend

to push you to the side and say everything is ok.

but even being human you should realize nothing is 

ever ok it's just surpressed.

When your sky is gray is it always my job to bring

light? or is it my job to make you open your eyes 

so it won't be so dark? or is it my job to just walk

away and let you realize nothing is bad as it seems!

i put so much love and trust in people that i usually 

forget i need the same in return...what about me? 

who am i? will i ever find me? or do i have to keep looking?

i just give up that's why i'm still leaning on the fact 

I FORGIVE YOU TO FORGET YOU! BUT I ALSO FORGIVE ME

FOR FORGETTING WHO I AM AND WHO I AM DESTINED TO 

BE!